River of Tears

I'm drowning in this pain 

It's pouring down, like rain

I wanna run away from my past 

Hopefully, it doesn't last 

Will my demons leave me alone?

I've been out of my zone 

Will they ever give me a break? 

Just for my sake

I'm so sick of feeling this sick

I wish I was as strong as a brick

Is this a never-ending fight?

I'll chase them away with all of my might 

I've been drowning in my river of tears 

I conquered all of my fears

I'm not afraid of the past that haunted me 

I let it go and I ran free

Everything I see around me is a fake joy 

My demons, am I gonna destroy?

For, I'm not going to drown in my tear

I'll fight my phantoms year after year 

I'll fight all of them back

Even if my surroundings are black 

For, whenever I'm drowning in my tears

My demons start to appear 

I'm so sick of feeling this sick

I wish I was as strong as a brick

Is this a never-ending fight?

I'll chase them away with all of my might 

I've been drowning in my river of tears 

I conquered all of my fears

I'm not afraid of the past that haunted me 

I let it go and I ran free