Sorry!

I was in love with you,

In deep love,

Deep like an ocean,

I was dreaming about our future together,

Our lives together,

I was your Juliet and you were my Romeo,

Our love scene was going perfectly,

It was happier than Romeo-Juliet Saga,

Every evening was spent in the lap of your thoughts,

Every morning was awakened with the breeze of your thoughts,

We were perfect for each other,

Your every weird thing was normal to me,

Even your abuses were poured in love,

Your unnecessary doubts were your love for me,

You had put me in a cage of emotions,

After spending so many years with me,

You suddenly told me,

"I cannot be with you",

" I am bound by the decision of my parents ",

That was shocking,

You never ever knew,

How much depressed I was?

What kind of mental trauma I had faced?

You were not there to heal my wounds,

You just made them deeper,

And then someone came and wiped my tears,

He offered his shoulder to me,

And I got that shoulder wrongly,

He was another person who wanted to play with me,

To some extent I allowed him to play with my feelings,

But soon only I realized the truth,

And escaped me,

And I got wounded again,

Yeah, it's true that I missed you on every day every minute,

You were like an addiction to me,

And I just wanted to forget you,

And then I jumped into a relationship,

Just to make you blurred,

And at that time,

When you got blurred a little bit,

You came back with all your love for me,

You said, "I cannot stay without you",

" I will do anything to be with you",

"I am sorry",

" Please be with me",

And I was like holding one hand and letting go the other,

I ignored you for so many days,

Because you deserved that,

You made me cry for so many months,

I spent so many sleepless nights,

And with just one sorry everything will not be sorted out,

That was my decision,

I made you cry,

I gave you the same mental torture,

Same mental depression,

Same traumatic life,

And look now after 6 months I am with you,

With that same love and zeal,

I am sorry too,

I hurt you,

I had cheated on you,

But you deserved that,

I loved you beyond the limit,

Still, I love you,

And again I know the future,

Very soon we will be separated,

But this time I am sure,

At least you will try to be with me,

Because you know my value after losing me.

I am sorry.