VOICES IN MY HEAD

Tell me what you are thinking

When you lay yourself down to sleep

Do you find yourself relieving dreams

Do you see yourself drifting off to sleep with ease

00:22 AM, no sleep

Are you like me?

Overthinking all of the darkest memories

Thoughts like, did I not enough?

No, my life was a waste Constant battle in my head every day I get to face

The battles in my head that I refuse to face

The deal I signed with negative thoughts

The pain with grace

Pessimistic belief with all hopes on 'one day

One day grace will lead me outta the grey

All lies, all lies. 

I signed the heaven deal to live a life in colours

Now hell is waving at me signaling torture

Do it yourself, you do not live to suffer

Unbury the hurt before it buries you further

Demons told me that

 You know obviously. I am going through the pain again

But this time it is insanity and pain

Too much noise in my head, poetizing so the noise could pass away

I lost me twice, I could not love me right

I fussed and fight the demons in my life

My mind played tricks on me

Sanity keeps yelling at me

Many saw me bleeding and left me dying 

Nothing to say

cus I will be taking pills till my final day

Would be easier if I can close my eye and sleep 

The pain is temporary they say, 

I hope I find inner peace.