What Does Red Mean To Me?
What Does Red Mean To Me?
What does red mean to me?
It is not just a primary colour,
I mix with yellow or blue to get
My orange or purple.
Red is my blood the one that keeps me
Warm, and the one that reminds me
That I am indeed a woman.
Red is my eyes after a few drinks
When the world seems to fall apart,
And my tipsy toes have no ground.
Red is once again my puffy eyes
After an entire session of
Breakdowns and deprecation.
Red is the leaf of fall,
The one that is dead, the one that
slips through air and lies on the drying meadow.
Red is my dress that once was smeared with
Birthday cake and doesn't fit me
Anymore.
Red is my Taylor Swift album,
The one that makes me feel like a
Teen, reminds me of my first heartbreak
And probably the last one.
Red is the soreness of my throat
From all the silent screaming.
Red is the love, I'll never understand
For it never came to me like a gift
Wrapped in velvet.
Red is the pain that resides in me,
That keeps me grounded,
Reminds me that I am a human and not
The demon I wish to turn into.
Red is the life, I'm living and all the
Struggles that came as a complementary
Curse or maybe a reward.
Red is me.
The lonely me who is lost at times
But knows the way home.