Why do I have to cry

Why do I have to cry 

I want to be happy, I really try

But leave me alone for just some time

I will shed tears of gold, worth many dimes 

I cry out of sadness, I cry out of anger

I question myself, I begin to slander 

I don't even cry alone, let alone sobbing

I whimper so loud, I can hear my heart throbbing 

I may whine because of someone else 

I blame others, but also inculpate myself

The tears have for sure done some good

I achieved maturity and disposed of my childhood 

The smallest bit of feeling leads to a histrionic outburst

As plastic as I am, a melodramatic photo is a must

I must achieve something out of all this heartbreak

They call my teary eyes a beautiful lake 

"Your tears can't solve water scarcity

Come on crack a joke, you bear some loquacity"

You look so radiant while smiling

Though when you cry, those eyes are sparkling 

Yes, they shine and I deserve all the credit

Because my tiny heart has a superfluity of emotions

I just need a shoulder to douse with my emotions 

Life for me is a cycle of crying and commotions