Wish For Answer
Wish For Answer
Why is there pain?
Why not be happy every time?
Why does someone's presence hurt?
And the absence of more
Why there is phantom heartache?
Why can't there be a joy every moment?
Why do I wait for someone to come back?
And yet pray them to stay away to save me.
Why does acceptance become a best friend?
Why can't I have the love, others do?
Why am I not the priority for anyone?
Is it always the second place I will get.
I wish I can have all the answers
I wish my mind geared to stop wondering
I wish I get to be first for someone someday
But will I ever be able to take that risk?