Being Lost

Have you ever felt lost?

I din't mean of getting lost in a crowd where every one is new to you!

I din't mean of getting lost in a lonely island with no trace of manhood ever lived!

I mean of getting lost in a crowd where you know everyone but you feel like being in a lonely island with no trace of manhood ever lived! You feel like where was this person or thing which was the world to you till yesterday disappeared!

You question yourself of how did you loose it or may be get angry with yourself for having lost something that is so precious to you. Have you ever been so dependant on a individual person or a thing that the exit of that one person or thing from your life have made you feel like the getting lost i was talking about ?

Fortunately or unfortunately, most of us do! Yes, there might be a couple of important people or a group or even larger than 'group' that we know.. we are close to.. But deep down, we all confine ourselves or our life to one single person and they mean the world to us!

The places you visit reminds you of it or her or him.. The mornings.. The noons and the nights may haunt you with the memories.. A random song playing from a radio or a TV might take you to a time space with them or it.. A color or a joke or food or a vehicle or a name might keep them alive even after their exit or disappearance.. And after sometime.. you try to find them in everything else.. try to rejoice the similarities.. Even being around might get bored at some point.. but having lost something you dearly loved will always haunt and stay the same.. Being lost is painfully beautiful