Emotional , Mental As Well As Physical Abuse

I am like Happy Go Lucky with a Hint of Anxiety, I always loved to go out with friends but these people be like don't go with boys go only with girls who's that person whether he or she and all nonsense stuff, trying to keep my bad habits in check, always wanted to live my life to it's fullest and I can feel that in you and only you and nobody else in the entire universe, still I tried my best to be unapologetically myself and you ignited as well as encouraged that fire which was burning deep inside me, its a struggle an inward battle inside me which nobody was able to understand except you.

But for me the biggest challenge was my own family couldn't understand me, always tried to put me down and made me feel low, it came to a point that there were voices in my head that just couldn't stop, I just wanted to say because there's no trigger, sometimes you've got voices in your head from morning to night 

And you just want them to stop, honestly speaking I couldn't have done this without you and just because if I became excessively obstinant then please bear with me as my childhood was completely lost and I just wanna live it again with you before I get hitched.

Frankly speaking, these people took undue advantage of my kindness and mistook it as my weakness always tried to torture me and on top of that saying that I need a Psychologist whereas these people are the root cause of all the fuxxx...from CD till today everything absolutely disgusting