It’s Ok not to be Ok

It’s Ok not to Be Ok

To be not Ok is a sign of powerful ness, prestige and confidence. I don’t know what it feels to be OK. Is the feeling like I can fly or I am independent. Will it last for ever or temporary. When I’m in the Not Ok zone I feel permanent I don’t have to bother about losing or low self esteem. I feel happy when I’m not OK.