Letter To My Mom And Dad

Dear Mom and Dad,

I am writing something to you, I hope you will understand me and support me. Actually I want to tell you that I love someone from the depth of my heart but unfortunately she will never be mine. Loving her was my biggest mistake of my entire life. Actually you know that I don't want any substitution for anything. Since childhood when I used to be a small kid when I used to get swings in your lap when I used to play with toys. I don't want any replacement for my things, my toys, my stationary, my clothes. I don't know how to confess, but I don't want to marry anyone, because after that incident I met many girls, some of them even like me but I wasn't able to find that feeling inside me for them. I can't even able to raise my sight in front of them. Dad if I got married then I would feel too enslaved, Mom my freedom might disappear. My happiness may turn into deep sorrow. I would get stressed. I don't think so that I would feel comfortable then. I know that marriage is a very important part of our life. It fills our life with colors and love. But I don't want anyone to love me except you, because it will be worse for anyone if we put anyone in our life without actually loving them. Actually I still love her and I don't want anyone as her replacement. Please try to understand my feelings. I know you will understand me and forgive me for my mistake. I know that I shouldn't have done this. I know you want your grandchildren in your lap but if you want this thing then also tell me I will try to manage those things only for you. But please try to understand my pain and feelings, I really really don't want to get married. If you want I will adopt one child even if I open an orphanage. Please do understand me…..

Your useless son