Strings Of The Strength

It was the beginning of the winter; air was cold and bodies stiff. Every puff of cold air felt wrenching the lungs, it has been few months since he left my life.... But it feels like yesterday we were together weaving our future life. The dreams and plans all were shattered now, I thought about our love a several times but then I realized the things which are broken are meant to be broken, nothing could be done for that. It is the pain after all that emerges us from the state of unconscious thought to the eternity. it is not us choosing the pain but the longing of the thing that is destined for us...Life can be fun and misery at the same, but Love is only the pleasure and essence of truth be it in the state of pain or in the state of joy, it is a win win game both ways.

If you ever happen to cross an unknown path, then cross it with serenity and calmness... because these paths have already witnessed the turmoil and chaos within many people. While looking deep into the alleys sometimes, I feel as if it is not the absence of light which given birth to darkness, but it is light itself which led darkness to stay. I met him at the worst point of my life, While I was suffering from the anxiety disorder and used to have panic attacks daily, it was him who held me and saved my courage from shattering, it was him who made me feel beautiful in every possible way, it was him who made me love this world again, and now he is nowhere, He doesn't want me in his life anymore.