Twilight: A forever

I still have nightmares. I cannot sleep well. It makes me scream at night. But I don't have Charlie with me. OK. Who am I kidding? Vampires don't sleep. 

Things in forks have been pretty normal lately. Now that aro is out of the way. Charlie is normal, I guess.

Mom is in Phoenix with Phil, and let's just say things are not going very well. Mom was thinking to get back with Charlie, which he doesn't know about. 

I'm living in OUR house. The one Alice had gifted me for my birthday. 

I wanted to plan something special for Renesmee's 20th birthday. She is out with Jacob while I plan her party. 

We all know now that Renesmee has a future, with Jacob but not with us. I know what you are thinking. Alice got a vision a month ago, and she would be going somewhere else, after she gets married and we would be there. But her visions always seem to change when it comes to Renesmee's future with us and Jacob.

Renesmee really likes Jacob and I know Jacob loves her with his all heart, just like he loved me. Jacob and Renesmee went to watch a movie. Jacob had told me that he would confess his love for Renesmee and ask her to marry him after his "date." I am not sure he would, he is always dizzy when he is around her. 

Alice and Jasper have gone for their 16th honeymoon to Arizona. They would be back by this week. Alice is exhausted by all this, but jasper has his way of changing her mood. Of course. 

Rosalie and Emmett had gone for hunting yesterday, but have still not come back. They called up and said they booked a hotel and will be back whenever they stop. They never stop.

Esme and Carlisle went to visit everyone who had helped them to stand up to Aro. 

Jessica got engaged to Mike. Their wedding is next month. I and the Cullens have been invited. Eric is a reporter. No wonder. 

As I was cleaning the bookshelf, I found a piece of card, partially slipped out of a book. It was my wedding card. 

I went out to breathe in some fresh air, not that I could, but to be a human for a while wouldn't hurt. And then there he was, so beautiful, walking towards me with his glittering face which was faced to the ground and a crooked smile. Is he God or is he just perfect? Edward Cullen.