A Tale Of Untold Love

It commenced nonchalantly. No emotions. No sorrow.

The day was an essential one.

A day to reminisce about its justifications.

Liberation. Bravery. Love. Allegiance. And whatnot.

You were not anywhere near.

Not around my sleek fingers which I nibble every available day to recall my incompetency.

Then a metaphysical reunion. The composure of benevolence.

No such delight I ever underwent.

How can something illegible make me came out of my jagged shelf?

I fell in love with mysticism. The uncertainty. The utterances.

Surmising all of a sudden became my favorite motive.

Reasoning with you night after night came to be my salvation.

I confided in you all that's concealed in me.

You never grumbled. Nor you inferred me.

Your adorable hands of condolence soothed my alarming heart approximately after a decade.

I can't explain to you your tribute. Your aid.

Your belief in a stranger propels me to speculate otherwise.

I started reckoning. Anxiety was my constant friend.

I prevented. I resisted. I yearned to keep numb.

But you were determined. Devoted. Almost resolute to not give up on me. 

Your exploration of my soul, my tale shoved me farther towards my indefinite probabilities.

Just you might never realize.

How can I withhold that I don't love you?

How can I dismiss my falling for you?

Can I be definite that one day I won't say I LOVE YOU?