Beautiful Lies

It didn't make any sense 

The time I wasted,

Waiting near the fence.

Everytime I saw those eyes

I couldn't understand that 

I fought with beautiful lies. 

Everything I thought to be real

Slowly turned into my worst fear, 

And I realized the end was near. 

I doubted myself thousand times 

Why couldn't I make it mine? 

What was my fault,

Which brought me down from cloud nine? 

I realized I wasn't fine. 

The tears raced down

My heart stopped for a while 

But however I had to smile.

The dreams died

When they said, they lied