Depression Kills Every Moment

I am a strong person

But suddenly something makes me cry,

I always give my best

Although I feel I am useless.

I don't know what's happening with me,

One minute I'm happy

Next moment I feel broken.

Mind says, everything is okay,

Heart says, yes I'm deadly alive!

I feel an uncontrollable headache,

An awkward feeling in mind,

Only a turmoil is found everywhere,

And a lot of deep sighs.

I can't sleep at night,

Can't eat and can't do anything.

Even can't share to anyone.

Gradually that dark corner became my favourite,

A million of wrong thoughts piled on me,

I feel suffocated but I can't resist to thought.

By forgetting everything;

I try to accept all with a smile,

I want to enjoy every time,

But my over thinker mind can't express,

Even the strongest feelings expire

And depression grabs me slowly slowly.