Disappear

I wish not to exist,

Hurricanes to collide with my blood

 Erode each particles and atoms

Which compels me to understand my essence

Amid fading desire for presence 

 

I wish not to inhale,

Fire to burn up my vitals

Destroy energies working together

Which creates a living force inside

Whilst breaking wishes to be alive 

 

I wish not to open my eyes

Thorns to pierce through my skin

Damaging cells and thoughts 

Which makes me feel everything

In between dilemma of sufferings

 

 I wish not to wake up

Radiations to burn my soul

Demolish all the dimensions of spirit

Which makes me realize its presence somewhere 

While watching me give up on life !