FATHER.
FATHER.
Amount of questions, the what if's
The crying to myself to sleep,
The writing you letters,
The I love you's,
The I care's,
The I need you,
The I hate you.
Wondering if I have siblings out there, if you are thinking of Me, if I am your first love too, if you wish to hold me the way I wish to be held.
The time wasted never regained,
The tears shed never turned back,
The heart broken never be fixed,
And the love never deserved.