Stages of Grief

Hate.

My enemy,

My worst worst nightmare,

My biggest fear.

Denial.

You took him from me,

Left me crying for years,

Left me begging for strength ,

Left me feeling weak,

Left me belittled,

Left me dead yet alive.

Knowing.

Knowing i will never forget you,

Knowing i will never stop crying for You,

Knowing your death was the death of me.

Acceptance.

 2 years and I'm still sad,

Finally looked at your sister's eyes,

Finally spoke about you without crying,

Finally passed that park without looking for you,

Finally every voice doesn't sound like yours.

Reminiscing.

You were great indeed,

You were funny haha,

Remember when i chased you and you ran,

Remember when i looked into your eyes and you looked away,

Yes , yes I remember .

Gone but not forgotten.