Sorry

I am sorry for loving you,

I am sorry for caring,

I'm sorry for undeniably feeling you,

I'm sorry for worrying,

Sorry for picking you up,

For staying patient,

For crying long hours,

For being so tired,

For being scared.

Sorry for not thinking of myself,

Loving you more than I love me,

Trying to be there,

Trying to breath,

Trying not to starve

Depriving myself of food,

Depriving myself of sleep,

Depriving myself of life

Crying myself to sleep .

I'm sorry I thought that was real love.