First Break up

      

The immense joy of experiencing love, 

Expanding area of your wardrobe, 

Recalling memories sweet and bitter, 

Making yourself someone's forever, 

What a sweet and joyful emotion

Contentment, trust, love, admiration. 

Everything looks good in the beginning, 

Till you realise a hiding face quite cunning, 

The immense joy starts reducing, 

You see yourself often crying, 

Heart looks for someone empathetic, 

But sadly everyone looks hectic, 

People turn faces from your problem, 

Being strong becomes your emblem, 

Tears roll day and night, 

"Was your decision alright? ", 

This question roams in mind, 

Not a good decision you find, 

Did you ever take decision?, 

On yourself this stays an accusation. 

Hours, days and months pass, 

Your life looks so harsh, 

Reasons of being loved fade away, 

Your efficiency in work has to sway, 

No further love you notice, 

Just paying an endless price, 

Of your own feelings and thoughts, 

Mind says no ifs and buts, 

Healing oneself becomes responsibility, 

To achieve it you go beyond ability, 

A long fight and break up, 

Teaching heart not to catch up, 

Within no time love turns to hatred, 

Anger, wrath , frustration get carried, 

With you everytime these stay, 

For your actions you have to pay. 

Days, months and years pass, 

That first love starts to crash, 

Deep down inside heart, 

You wanted him to part, 

Whenever you recall your past, 

Not so longer they last, 

Love for life heals wounds, 

How great it sounds. 

People still turn faces, 

Why to get into rat races?, 

Hard to please these people, 

Romantic words now look like scribble. 

Away from buttered words or insults

Chances come to correct your faults, 

You reach your best version, 

Life gets a new vision, 

Struggle for your goals come back, 

And looks like you are back on track, 

Impossible goals become easy, 

Life becomes sweet and fuzzy.