Living lessons 101

Oh no! 

Sorry. 

Yeah, it's okay. 

It's true I don't have a family. 

No one? 

Nope

But yeah, I do have a support system 

Just Means to live on this planet( I whispered in my head) 

Well

Sighed back 

After the conversation

Replayed in my head

Did I say it right? 

I don't have a family

Right? 

Well it may be visible to xyz strangers around

But

All by my heart I know

Oh no

I choose

To not belong to any family

Or put it as I don't have any family

What if someone catches your lie(soul hesitated) 

What lie my soul? 

Family is where 

Umm to learn, love, live, play, give, believe, involve someone as your own

You and your family are one not different

Wait! ! I can't even express. 

Oh my soul

Cause we never witnessed what a true family is like

May be just in fantasy

Book and movies

It hurts though

Cause it's not true

It is easier to believe

I just have a support system

Not someone who could be called a family

This assumptions help you thrive

Breathe and be grateful

That you can live on this planet with basics

Even if not love

Love is innate though

Well so is conflict

Any day these assumptions still makes me alive

To be grateful even if you get little

Like a beggar who is happy with a cake piece instead of daily roti or worse nothing

But family

Family

You asked? 

Nope I don't have one

I don't want to believe that

Else there will be an empty feeling lingering forever

That it was not just good enough

Like a king without crown

Or a beauty with a frown

Like a river without water

Like a person without laughter.