Never enough

Back at the same spot

Yes I am

Same people

Same stuff

Same old faces

But this time, a new chance

To rewire status, position and relationship

Longed for this very time I guess

There was always a difference

I should've realised

But I just wanted to win

Was told by future tellers 

luck would definitely favor 

I admitted the prophecy

to my mind

logic also flew in that direction

in that chime

I thought finally I made the right decision

this time I would be ahead

but alas! 

there was always a difference

I blamed it all on luck

to add some logic

I added flavour of lack of direction

cause' I didn't want to put shadow on my limited capacity

yes I got a chance

yet again

to change the dynamics

but it seems history will repeat itself

just scared 

it might form even worse relics. 

I realise I was never the chosen one

Just a card in pack of 52

Strength of queen of hearts surrendering before the kings I never knew.