Running Away

I just wanted to get up and run, 

But on what conclusion,

Do I have a mean, 

Don't I have to go on with this? 

For years to come. 

Will reveal true colors of who?

Won't you stay to see? 

Will there be anyone worth relying on,

Can't you wait to see that?

All the negativity today. 

Is there for what reason? 

How can I not witness,

Something that's gonna be worth knowing.

How they judge by their perception, Won't you show them the right one,

Very well! I accept the truth. 

Then why does it feel less,

There's something missing.

Something that's so close yet hidden.

I wonder what that is,

why would these words matter,

Isn't it something that is connected,

In heart maybe confidential,

Yet in mind it's talk of the town, 

How vulnerable have I made myself,

Things aches my heart deeply, 

In that moment, won't I hold on,

Or maybe hold one's laps, 

What gives more pain?

Sorrow yet the happiness, 

Won't I love to involve more people in my pain.

Is it me asking for sympathy. 

Isn't it against my will, 

Shouldn't it be something will?