Stop & Stare

Choking talks, 

Heartfelt walks;

Heartaches and tears, 

Overcoming the fears;

Seeking sensibility, 

Overseeing reality;

Pleasing every human I meet, 

But for myself, I don't even greet;

A life wasted in logistic reasoning, 

Emotions emptied in futile seasoning;

Do they really even care?

To know the answer, stop and stare!

Setting higher patience bars, 

To let the fire conceal as stars;

Giving second thoughts, 

To all the past toasts;

Should I even be waiting, 

For their rating?

Or walk as I am, 

Being the stiff stem?

Walking along the aisle, 

I've turned vulnerable and fragile;

Am I turning the right stone?

Or am I going to die alone!