Going with the Plan?

Had a lot in store this time she said.

 I asked have you completed the shopping for the new start already

of course, I plan and prepare ahead now let's organize what I bought and start she replied

Ok let's do this I said

soon we started organizing things the longer we organized the harder it becomes, I was tired and asked I don't think that we can't accommodate all this and I am already getting anxious and drained just thinking about

"Excuse me, but we are still at the planning haven't even started with anything, why do lose excitement easily and hold a welcome board for anxiety?"

I understand she is disappointed but I don't want to add all this to the list it burdens me

"It's always been like this I am not even sure and clear of where I wanted to be... yet I have so much to plan and work on, I don't see a purpose and I already know that I won't be keeping up with many of this so why?" uncertainty resonated in my question

She angrily replied that since I am not sure she had curated many things she thought it mighty handy for us and suggested being more accommodating and flexible with our plans

Ok, Dear Brain let's head with what you say Although I know you can come up with a ton of other things within no time and I should be in continuous clutter and declutter cycles

"I do all this because you get depressive and dimensionless every day, so for me to stop you can either stick or be flexible" she murmured.

"Are we going with the plan?" I asked again

Everything is lined up once again