𝓜𝓲𝓻𝓪𝓬𝓵𝓮𝓼 𝓣𝓸𝓸 𝓗𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓷

Running to guard myself against the danger. Hated by teachers due to mischief. Wanna study, but lack the skill. Neglected for being black. Addressed by nickname "Black Candy" Wanna shine, but none to guide. Strict parents. My parents were rude. Only child no siblings to share the feelings. Friends too never understand the sufferings. I hated my cousin just because of my parents' love for her. My parents didn't accept me as their child due to my dark skin. 

Receiving punishments from the teacher for not learning the lesson. Sometimes punished for unknown mistakes. So was my life. Life is tougher. But had an unshakeable faith in God. Believed Him more. 

Dreamed to be a doctor. But NEET destroyed everything. Forced to study engineering. College is more awkward than school. Unit exam every day. Marks would be messaged to parents. Receiving beats for losing marks. No happiness in the house. Always forced to study. Stress, depression.

Begged God to do miracle. Lamented at night. Day by day, faith declined. Turned against God. Hated Him. Nearly six years passed. Completed studies. Wanna work in the company. But the family was against it. Lockdown arrived.

Fear of death surrounded me. To rescue me from death, prayed to God. Hope restored. Begged God for a job. Nothing happened. No miracles. All doors are closed. When the door was ready to open, the second wave began. Again lost hope. Cursed God. Again stressed. 

Unexpectedly miracle happened. Doors opened. Received application from the company. Traveled away from home. But it doesn't change me. Admired all the co- workers.

I thanked Almighty for an unexpected miracle. Believe in God, eventhough you find the prayers are unanswered. The creator knew what was perfect for you.