To The Days!

To the days when I did not suicide

But I was almost dead inside

To the days when tears were an everyday affair

When I sat almost everytime in despair

To the days I had no clue about

And when I could not even shout

To the days that were streams of pain

When I moved footsteps down the lane

To the days when I felt shattered

My thoughts and feelings, all were scattered

To the days when I could not be myself

And could not love myself

To the days when everything seemed dark and dim

When I thought, to love was a sin

To the days when my laughter was fake

I was eating for my existence's sake

To the days when it was you, all I had

And your ignorance made me sad

To the days when my pen could not stop writing

And inside, a battle I was fighting

To the days when you left me

And melancholy replaced glee

To the days when the sunshine did not feel warm

And within, I was experiencing a storm

To the days when the slightest failure felt the end

All I did was repent

To all those days I faced

When your memory could not be erased

I have been through all of them

Because I am meant to shine always, just like a gem!