Crown of Courage

In this dark and monotonous realm, I dwell,

With riches that grant me all desires to quell.

A gun in my hand, I vanquish my foes,

Conquer the battles and claim what life bestows.

Flower bands adorn my locks of blonde hair,

In flower fields, I find solace from despair.

Away from the chaos and tumultuous strife,

I swing in the garden, basking in Petrichor's life.

At times, a queen, fearless and proud,

People bow before me, enraptured by the shroud.

Manipulative and cunning, they dance as I please,

Changing the rules, my kingdom to appease.

But amidst this peaceful world I possess,

A reality looms, bringing my heart distress.

For when truth strikes with its merciless will,

I stand still, shattered, all illusions killed.

In a world of abuse and blame so profound,

I find solace in fantasies that I have found.

But reality reminds me of the true strife,

Unveiling the reasons behind this painful life.

Walking in the rain, tears mix with the shower,

I let my heart weep, as I try to find power.

The misery inflicted by people's cruel scorn,

I must stop dwelling, before I am torn.

So I run from the chaos, shutting out the noise,

Working for myself, seeking freedom and joys.

No longer a victim, I'll live on my own terms,

Embracing the strength that within me confirms.

The time has arrived to unleash the queen in me,

No more dwelling in dreams of flower-filled glee.

I'll emanate rich vibes, to those who caused pain,

Showing them that their mistreatment was in vain.

For I am stronger now, no longer their prey,

Breaking free from the torment they caused each day.

In my reinvented self, a true queen I'll be,

Rising above the misery, forever living free.