This Suffering Feels Right

Lost each try

Lost every hope,

Now I don't know

How to cope. 

Unknowingly and unintentionally 

Hearts got broken,

Pieces lie everywhere

Souls are stolen. 

To every passing meteor

Prayers were mumbled,

Life's now messed up

And jumbled. 

To find that

Everything had no vain,

Keeps me up at night

And my happiness drains. 

Perhaps the culprit was me

But the damage has been done,

This suffering feels right

As the past cannot be undone. 

I wish her a life

Filled with joy,

May her wishes come true

Not with me but some other boy. 

About my state 

There is nothing to say,

To live with your memories

That is all I pray.