Dysregulation

I feel lost, dead, and alone.

Look into my eyes, see into my soul

So far gone, buried, and moved on

Tormented in my grave, a hell I have made

Buried beneath the shame

Is a naked soul in constant pain

A masochist deserving his fate

I'm constantly reminded as I see through my eye,

Reliving over and over my life

Unable to change my ways

Condemned for all my days

No child deserves to be a product of my pain

Just let him live and let die

Let him move on with his life as I die in vain

Than you remind me that it's not to late

You reach out your hand as to say, take control of your fate

As the sun fall and the night rise, I can still see a light.