SOCIALLY ANTI-SOCIAL

The world so empty,

The house so vacant,

The voices so hollow,

The conversations so misunderstood.

They say I must forget You

And move on,

Even if You were and You ARE.......the best and the most lovely one in my life.

But I regret to inform one and all

That I, till now couldn’t do so.

I don’t want to do so.

I am unable to do aso.

Not because I don’t want to be happy in my life anymore

But because no one has and will have me as a part of one’s life as You did.

I smile, I giggle, crack jokes and laugh out loud

But in the end, deep within, I know

They will all disregard me if I don’t do so.

I go on tours, shopping and watch the illusionary dramas

Yes, all ONLINE

Because I understand, that none will be free as per my convenience.

Oh my beloved, the more I live in this ‘social’ way

The more I develop my ‘Anti-socialism’ within.

The more I talk ‘less sensible as well as insensitive’

The more I remember You.

You and I hanged- out, talked, dined, discussed the matters about and with this ‘strange’ world still around.

But now....now I feel so lonely more often

Because I realise everyone is so preoccupied.

I don’t demand anything from them,

As they genuinely had been caring in taking care of me since You left,

But oh my dear beloved Maa........

The world is so empty

Because my palm doesn't have yours to hold it now.

The house is so vacant

Because I no more see anyone rushing around for me now.

The voices are so hollow

Because they don’t talk but only houl and shout now.

And the conversations so misunderstood 

Because "they" demand to be only listened and understood but 

Don’t wish to listen and understand me now.

My lovely Ma.....

Without You.....

The world so empty,

The house so vacant,

The voices so hollow,

The conversations so misunderstood........