People and Memories

There are some people who leave you in the journey of your life. No, it's not the choice they make. It's their death that tear you apart from tip to toe and every time you remember them, your heart aches because you no longer can see them, or hear their voice or just be with them. One after another, their memories bring you close to tears, closest to grieving. 

 

When you wake up to a loss like this, your world is shattered like the shards of glass, you no longer feel anything happening around you. It is so hard for you to live with the fact that this was the end of everything, a beautiful relationship, tons of stories you shared with each other, and millions of memories you made together. 

 

And sometimes, you accuse yourself for not being there at the time when they needed you the most. You think it is all your fault that you didn't have had the slightest idea of what they were up to. You wish you could save them from all the sufferings and pain when you had the chance. 

 

~𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚, 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙚. 𝙣𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙨, 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙣. 

 

You are left with nothing, but the memories of your loved ones which you feel like cherishing till the end of eternity. Their clothes, their wardrobe, their bed, still smell like them and you cling onto all of these things like this is the only treasure you are left with. 

 

Every time you see the empty side of bed, there is a tornado of pain that flinches in your chest. There is a constant void in your life which can never be filled no matter how hard you try. Knowing the saddest truth of your life, it's impossible for you to accept that you can do nothing about it. 

 

~𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚, 𝙢𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙪𝙨

 

 

 

To the beautiful souls we will not see again