Love Story

That feeling of being stuck under regrets,

Buried within, some dangerous secrets,

Not for anyone out in the open,

The past that shined with those thousand rising suns, once,

But now shrouded by a curse,

Whom should I trust,

Is there anyone who would know me inside out,

The one who can go beyond my doubts.

And one day I met her, 

Dying to tell her my secrets and hoping to make me better,

Every minute to hours to days,

Words were pouring, 

"I hope my stories ain't boring",

I would ask always.

Comforting, 

Smiling,

Closeness,

I felt different, it all felt new!

Walking over the grass with moist due,

She popped up "Will you be mine forever",

And to sound clever,

I said I am not ready today,

That dream is far away!

I saw those tears falling on the grass,

And it started raining too fast,

I could see her go,

Thinking what I wouldn't know,

Thinking to peel off every layer,

Why couldn't I care,

Why couldn't I say to you how I felt,

What was I thinking, to not let u know my secret?

Now it's all done,

Wasted,

Hatred,

That's all I deserve,

Wanting,

Waiting,

To understand this thing called love!